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texanpadalecki:

sam being constantly worried that he and dean wont share a heaven anymore bc dean has so many other friends that havent hurt dean the way he has

Just kill me, why won’t you?

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bangingpatchouli:

melitta4ever:

supernatural meme: [3/10] scenes→ Dean confronting John  [1.21]

We know Dean almost never talks against John, but I’m so glad he said these. That he told him that his father didn’t even call back when Dean was dying.

And when Azazel possessed John, that’s what he was talking about, ” Sam – he’s clearly John’s favorite. Even when they fight, it’s more concern than he’s ever shown you.”

Yeah, but was it concern for Sam’s well-being or concern over what Sam might become? Dean, of course, would see it as John caring more about Sam because he has no knowledge of demons being interested in Sam, and it contributes to his feelings of worthlessness and fear of abandonment.

It’s difficult to reconcile John not even returning Sam’s call when Dean was dying with him selling his soul to bring Dean back. Was it just guilt after realizing how he’d stolen Dean’s childhood by putting too much responsibility on him? Or was he just continuing the pattern by putting the responsibility of saving or killing Sam off on Dean?

Much as I’d like to say it was because he loved Dean that much, I don’t buy that he cared more for Sam. John had been focused on vengeance, on a specific hunt, to get Mary’s killer for over twenty years and he realized that that hunt might end with is youngest son — save Sam or kill him. I think he was torn between being a father and being a hunter

He had distanced himself from the boys for some time, and that allowed him to be a hunter and to ignore their calls. Being with them again as adults gave him a different perspective of them and how his parenting had shaped them. He made some amount of reconciliation that, in my mind, was too little, too late, but I do think he was sincere in his way.

His greatest sin in those days leading to his death was in not telling them the truth. He should have told them everything he knew or left them with a new journal detailing that knowledge. He should have told Sam, especially. Keeping it from him was such a betrayal. Sam wasn’t a child, and he had the right to know. Telling Dean what he did without any explanation was unspeakably cruel.

One of the things that frustrates me most about Sam and Dean’s relationship is that despite knowing how dangerous keeping secrets and telling lies is, they’ve continued to do it. Maybe, the events of season nine will make them change that pattern. We’ll see.

I agree totally. I don’t think John’s concern for Sam was fatherly. It was more like a hunter thing, like Gordon’s.

Azazel knew this, but he also knew that Dean would take it as the whole truth, after decades of “most importantly, take care of Sammy”s.

I’m not sure about John’s final act. The more we learn about him, the less it makes sense that he would sacrifice himself just for the sake of Dean. Maybe it was from the guilt, the epiphany after what happened at “devil’s trap”.

PS: I reblogged this in my super secret porn account for like 5 seconds. Secrecy is so not my thing apparently.

jensenfans:

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Babyface? Babyface? I’m screaming with joy.

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[Like a Virgin]

I miss Bobby so much. Can’t imagine how the boys feel.

Tag(s): #bobby
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supernatural meme: [3/10] scenes→ Dean confronting John  [1.21]

We know Dean almost never talks against John, but I’m so glad he said these. That he told him that his father didn’t even call back when Dean was dying.

And when Azazel possessed John, that’s what he was talking about, ” Sam – he’s clearly John’s favorite. Even when they fight, it’s more concern than he’s ever shown you.”

1 So, is Peter Meredith’s father too? Is that why his name isn’t on her list?

2 Is Derek fighting better because Braden taught him how to or these guys weren’t as good as his previous opponents?

3 Is it physically possible for Liam to be any cuter?

4 How is that possible that Stiles doesn’t know about the little Mermaid book?

5 From 1 to infinity, how cool was the scene where deputy Parish walked in the station? Also, was he hitting on the floor and not deputy Higgs? How is that possible that the guy’s face was not turned into hamburger after that beating?

6 From 1 to infinity, how adorable was Derek and Scott?

7 What does it take to have Stiles and Derek to show up in one scene? Another kanima?

Tag(s): #tw #meta

bangingpatchouli:

Misssouri should have hit you with a spoon

I love the tags:

#wah wah wah, #poor you, #asshole

(Source: demondeaned)

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"…In any case, it’s (Derek’s wound) not healing because he’s basically mortal now….

….A quick search on the internet would tell him that just about any ailment can be cured by extensive applications of sex with Stiles. Repeated treatments could be necessary. There are whole websites dedicated to describing the ways in which this cure should be applied.”

"….Back in the loft, Braeden offers to teach Derek how to bend. Kinky….

……I mean, I get it. He has a gaping wound. He doesn’t even know her last name. She’s mysterious and will basically kill anyone for money. Sex is the only logical outcome from that scenario.”

Tag(s): #teen wolf

"…And Stiles, brave, stalwart and so very human Stiles, just stares him down and braces for the end because there is just no way he’s betraying his friends.

Derek appears and rips the guy’s throat out, because no one is permitted to threaten Stiles that way. Only of course that doesn’t happen because that would be awesome and awesome can’t happen if it means Derek and Stiles make eye contact…”

Tag(s): #teen wolf

kingswinchester:

Those photos are scanned by my friend Layla!! x

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